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I’m honestly cracking up, and my mum is looking at me like I’m more deranged than usual.
(via ohtheplacesyoullgokid)
Since coming to university a lot of people may have noticed a distance between them and myself that far exceeds physical locations. I think now I’m ready to talk about why that is and how sorry I am for it affecting my relationship with you. I have depression. It’s eaten away at me but now I’ve accepted help and I’m getting better.
I’ve hated every minute of my time at university. Describing how I’ve felt for the past three years is beyond me. I’ve made some amazing friends through both working and living here but I’ve also made some incredibly stupid mistakes. I’ve allowed myself to be hurt and betrayed and I’ve put my trust in some of the worst people I could have. And while all this has been going on, I have managed to push everybody else who made my life back home so happy so far away.
I miss you all, and I want to be there with you again. This is my apology to everyone I’ve ignored, made minimal effort with and possibly even upset by saying I would do things and then not make good on those promises.
There are so many of you I know will read this and know it’s for you and I know some people who will read it and know it isn’t but I want you to know that I am on my way back soon and I’ll be seeing you!
I’m getting better, day by day, and I refuse to let it come between you and I ever again.
All my love, Liam.
So as everyone on the internet knows by now I’ve really gotten into the gym. I want to lose weight and get fit, and I’m even considering doing the Great Manchester Run next April for charity though I’m not entirely sure I’ll survive that ordeal… but anyway that’s besides the point.
I’m getting really tired all the time now and it’s annoying me because I’m not doing anywhere near what I want to be doing on the treadmill and it’s terribly frustrating for me. I’m on these tablets to help me lose weight and I have done really well. Losing two stone since the middle of August is quite an accomplishment I feel and I’m finally getting some semblance of my former confidence back after some seriously depressing years at UCLan.
If I want to be losing the kind of weight I want to then I do need to work out this fatigue thing… whether that be giving the gym a rest for a week every few weeks or what. I don’t know if any gym bunnies follow me on here but I do need some advice.