Since coming to university a lot of people may have noticed a distance between them and myself that far exceeds physical locations. I think now I’m ready to talk about why that is and how sorry I am for it affecting my relationship with you. I have depression. It’s eaten away at me but now I’ve accepted help and I’m getting better.
I’ve hated every minute of my time at university. Describing how I’ve felt for the past three years is beyond me. I’ve made some amazing friends through both working and living here but I’ve also made some incredibly stupid mistakes. I’ve allowed myself to be hurt and betrayed and I’ve put my trust in some of the worst people I could have. And while all this has been going on, I have managed to push everybody else who made my life back home so happy so far away.
I miss you all, and I want to be there with you again. This is my apology to everyone I’ve ignored, made minimal effort with and possibly even upset by saying I would do things and then not make good on those promises.
There are so many of you I know will read this and know it’s for you and I know some people who will read it and know it isn’t but I want you to know that I am on my way back soon and I’ll be seeing you!
I’m getting better, day by day, and I refuse to let it come between you and I ever again.
All my love, Liam.